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I pondered for a long while before deciding to publish some of these crap up the internet. After going through the full mutation process, I became an all "Shirt-and Tie" executive, I began to wonder how the hel* did I write all these in the first place. Amazing indeed.

Will load up more crap as I feel like it in the near future.

Presenting "All That Crap": The various poetry works I concieved under the heavy influence of alcohol.

You (Part III)
You (Part II)

You (Part I)
The Story Of "Me"
()
When Will I Be On The Road Again

5 years
ice cream on a rainy day

I'm Poor
pubbing blues


You (Part III) - 27 Dec 07 Top of Page
I was a stranger when we met
you appeared in my life out of nowhere
I don't know what made me click that button
somehow we started talking about life, music and marriage
and whatever that was under the sun
I told you everything about me (less one thing)
and I was surprised
you even find time to care

u were a stranger when we met
i appeared in your life out of nowhere
with a mask on my face and a cd in my hand
somehow we started talking about travelling, food and movies
and whatever that was under the sun
it doesn't matter if you have told me everything about you
since I was surprised
I even find time to care

And in the end
it turns out that all lonely people are the same
it turns out that all the questions i had asked
it was to the lowly pity spineless me
sometimes I wish I was there
but I know I am not
cause I'm long gone
though I still miss your secret recipe
don't ask me where am I going
cause I don't know if I was in my right mind
cause I never knew if I was ever there before

someday we will be strangers
when we finally meet again
we may not know who was you and me
after I had let you down
maybe it doesn't matter
I will just move backwards (quietly)
and regress back into my comfort zone of golden shine
but will you ever remember the 8 cups of coffee
that I never ever got to claim
sometimes I marveled why I still find time to care
cause I know I'm not there anymore


You (Part II) - 26 Jun 07 Top of Page
Her tinted hair of rising sunshine
Woke me up like a warm fluffy towel
Her lips were as red (and sweet)
as the apples I had in The Emerald City
Her skirt made her looked demure
like an ocean of cream
Her mind was on the Suduko puzzle
I certainly wish I was the pen she was holding
Her scent reminds me of a bouquet of lavender
for a while, I thought I was in purple heaven

I tried to steal a glismp through the corner of my eye
I had a crush on her
I wish I can fuck her
On a lifeless train
Enroute to a lifeless place


You (Part I) - 10 May 07 Top of Page
I thought of you when I was sleeping
You were my favourite pillow
I thought of you when I was drinking
It’s only that we could be doing it
I walked aimlessly around town
when i'm on a lonely road
i hope you are walking towards me
when I am approaching a corner
I hope you will be waiting for me
for a brief glance
for a quick greeting
for an obliging conversation
and for whatever

the fact that you are married
(why do you have to get married?)
just magnifies my pain
cant u see he is only in for the money
all plain lust
all plain pain
I don't know it was when
that the Doctor became my best friend
Or maybe is the DMX that he is prescribing
for a quick fix
for a good sleep
for an orgasmic high
and for whatever

And so, in order to forget about the pleasure
or the pain
I made the final decision
to let you go
you ran into the path of the speeding car
you really didn't know what happened to you
or whatever that had happened to me
I would have stopped you
if only the car wasn't speeding
for a long embrace
for a concise thought
for the last kiss
and for whatever

I still think of you when I am drinking
though I always hope my next drink
will be my last


The Story Of "Me" - 27 dec 06 Top of Page

When Will I Be On The Road Again - 22 sep 06 Top of Page
from the star-stubbed Abbey Road
to the horrible nightmares of Auschwitz
how many of them had crossed the streets
how many of them had fooled the world
how many of them had boarded the trains
how many of them had died

from the coldness of the Berlin Wall
to the land of cheers and beer in Bavaria
how many of them had we built
how many of them had we killed
how many of them had we drank
how many of them had we puked

perhaps I was alone but I was not lonely (yet)
I had 20 Euros and soon there will be none
yes, it is coming to an end
but it is not the end though
if I am going back to wear a mask
trust me I will wear it with "pride"

try not to ask me when I am leaving again
emotions may run wild and I may cry
I suppose some questions are better left to be unanswered
I tried to ask myself when will that be
when will I be on the road again
when will I not be on the road again

5 years - 16 dec 05 Top of Page
it has been a long 5 years
we been through so much
building crappy houses in yangon
walking around sleepy songkhla
sheding tears on the bia hoi
while ending that beautiful dream we had in chiangrai

do you still remember that we were there
when 2 person end their lives in shame
what about the endless hours we had in the library
for that "worthless" piece of paper
dealing with my useless father was tough
without you it will be almost impossible

it has been a short 5 years
just like a twink of the eye
sometimes i think that we simply dreamed
past all those shitty stuff
what is 5 years compared to
the rest of our lives?

i am guilty, guilty and more guilty
of all the sins I have committed
you were always there as my personal pillar
i just simply hide
though i was never ever right from day 1
you never stopped believing in me

and that is what the pain is
the pain of not fulfilling
the world's expectation,
our families' expectation
your expectations
my expectaions

it doesn't do poetry justice
it was supposed to be a birthday pharse
but now it doesn't seem like so
perhaps i am just a sucker for glomminess
one that does not know
how fortunate i am to have you


ice cream on a rainy day - no date Top of Page
ice cream on a rainy day
as appealing as jim bean with milk
the cold winds howling
straight into my heart
his eyes caught mine
yes the ice-cream man's eyes
look at his eyes
look at mine
hopeful and glad
tired and weary
a faint smell
a selfish thought
the differences clear from the beginning
I wish I can savour some of his thoughts
can't stand people that are happy
don't want to his ice-cream
don't want his coins
want his hopes pure levels of optimism
how unfair
god says these can never be mine

a idiot licking ice-cream
on a large pavement
crowded but alone


I'm Poor- jul 99 to mar 00 Top of Page
I'm poor I'm ugly I'm an alcoholic
Just want to live in my paradise
where booze and spirits flow from taps
where everyone is free from attachments
where love comes easily
Lust is no longer a sin
There is no need for work
it will be history
The magic water will be a necessity
Cum on baby, just join me
I be the king, you'll be the queen
we rule our paradise land
to glorify it's fame
to destroy all unseen enemies
All citizens will be happy
with the cocktails i gave
no one suffers a perfect situation
no religon it will be redundant
all they care will be me
there's no need to care abt the future
future is bright by the rays shone by my lighthouse
Believe me my love the time will come
where you'll be joining me
for the ride of your life time
TRUST me i dun't lie
we'll be together
we be no strangers when we meet
befriending Satan dining with the devil
in the near future quietly in my own land


pubbing blues- dec 00 Top of Page
beneath all the flashing lights and the loud music
with the disco ball just turning round and round
i'm just sitting there quietly
sipping my honest vodka lime
waiting for the miracle to come
and who is always on my mind?

the yuppies are dancing
dirty dancing i can say
drowning in the cheap retro music
that i found myself in
but do they know what's happening
who is always on their mind?

it's not the cheap diluted beer
nor the bottles that i fail to afford
it's heaven that i cannot find
been searching it for a long long time
along the river banks of the milky way
far far away from home

the good old man feels like smoking
a filtered menthol cigarette
from anybody who is willing to share
a loser soft pack with him
as he exhaled into the cold lifeless air
to hide himself in the smoke rings he blew

can u dance to the music
can u sway to the tune
just forget about the world
its sadness loneness and pride
don't worry dawn is not knocking
i promised that the night will never end

so just tell me who's on your mind now
i'm born curious if that's what u want to know
your real love or someone in your dreams
the girl next door or a princess from the sky
u got to have someone on your mind
i'm sure of that eventually